tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-210495822024-03-14T15:44:44.123+11:00VIEW THE WORLD THROUGH MY EYE GLASSKerf_in Monash Uni_loving medicine =)kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.comBlogger232125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-55873055235366170092011-01-27T19:08:00.002+11:002011-01-27T19:13:26.556+11:00Another day at workSo work this week, it's somehow not so hectic. the lowest load we had was 9 pts to spread among us 3 interns. which makes 3 pts each, and most of them were just happily watching television. lol<div><br /></div><div>Today i made a bad boo boo, with a bad bad IV gone wrong. Not that bad, but still i hit a nerve, and the pt was in so much pain she cried and cried and it's an elderly lady that usually has a good pain threshold. She said she couldnt move her hand after a while... I was there all the time beside her except when getting stuff to test and flush the IV. In the end i took it out and got my co-intern to do a good job with a drip. Went so well that i felt worse lol. Guess i need more practice.</div><div><br /></div><div>My nights on Tuesday was nice and cruzy. only 2 pages the whole shift. how awesome was that lol. Hope things go well for the coming weeks.</div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-5590074283042732682011-01-23T11:11:00.004+11:002011-01-27T19:15:26.203+11:00my first night cover and my first week of workNight Cover /<span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">naɪt ˈkʌv</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 1.25em;"><img class="luna-Img" border="0" src="http://sp.dictionary.com/dictstatic/dictionary/graphics/luna/thinsp.png" alt="" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); line-height: 1.25em; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; vertical-align: text-top; " /></span><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">ər/ (noun): </span></span><div><ol><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Arial Unicode MS', 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; ">Time when Ker Fern has to work from 7.30 am to 5pm like a normal day then 5pm to 9.30 pm covering 2 teams of patients which is about 20 to 30 patients. </span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Arial Unicode MS', 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; "></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Arial Unicode MS', 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; ">It is the time when he gets a bit flustered, when the Cover Registrar gets Ker Fern to do him so many favours including 5 x-rays that were urgent with ?perforation. </span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Arial Unicode MS', 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; ">It is also where i did my first catheter on an awake female patient and wonder if i am going to give her an infection. I also had to assess a ?bowel obstruction with a guy in lots of pain.</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Arial Unicode MS', 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; ">Had 2x blood cultures (for septic screens) to do and had a difficult to bleed patient and had to do this at 11pm</span></li><li><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Arial Unicode MS', 'Lucida Grande', Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 17px; ">All in all, i survived, thinking this is definitely so much better than what life would probably be in Singapore. But i still have lots to brush up on: i need to be faster. And i need need need to learn to hand over and present cases better. All over the place is not a good place to be.</span></li></ol><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">I love my job, Especially when I manage to pacify a worked up family member, when i reassure the family after the patient comes out of surgery or procedure. And also it feels good when you actually know more about the patient than the consultant. (it is kind of expected but i was so used to knowing less about a patient than the consultant when i was a medical student). </span></span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">Lastly, i am very thankful for the consultant who signed off all my overtime this week.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; "><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;">Also January is zipping fast quick, it's already 24 Jan 2011, cant wait for nikon d800 rumours to come true. Hopefully it will have the new SD UHS1, backlit or new gen of sensor and also new noise reduction capabilities. For those who missed an awesome post of a new compact camera here it is: </span></span><a href="http://hx9v.blogspot.com/2011/01/sony-hx9v-on-net.html#more">http://hx9v.blogspot.com/2011/01/sony-hx9v-on-net.html#more</a></div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-51433269300016761942011-01-17T21:02:00.008+11:002011-01-17T21:22:46.459+11:00First day of work as a Doctoranother 4 months lapsed since i last posted and i promise more posts as i travel along my work life. to check that i have a work life balance.<div><br /></div><div>Curently a general surgery intern with 2 other interns with about 25 patients. Cant complain especially with my friends in Singapore that are going to be much more busy. Those who already are doctors in sg are probably laughing ;p</div><div><br /></div><div>Well it was busy 12 hours at work. Notice i still have lots of things i dunno. And shockingly some i cant look up and have to ask. Like the practical aspects of how much IV morphine to put under PRN (pro re nata, latin for administered as needed), how much fluid to order and how much antiemetics to give.</div><div><br /></div><div>Other wise. the female Opthamology reg returned my call after a case as i was making a referral for a patient said, "darling, you have to do the visual acuity before u have called me." Well i did try but not hard enough, it was due to a language barrier that made it real tough. After the 'encouragement' from the reg, i spent like 20 mins doing the acuity properly and got the history of the eye problem. Wish i spoke cambodian.</div><div><br /></div><div>And I think i say sorry too many times, for making people wait, esp discharging patients waiting for their paper work. Hope i say sorry less and get more efficient.</div><div><br /></div><div>Wished i could have gone for spin class tonight. Probably should suspend gym membership till i get a hang of things. Wanted to do swing my 16Kg Kettlebell, but well too tired and i got to help my friend prepare for interview for tmr. Hope he gets the job =)</div><div><br /></div><div>Things i want to read tonight: fluid orders, analgesia doses, antiemetic doses</div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-54617228630140820532010-08-08T22:06:00.003+10:002010-08-08T22:11:48.922+10:00haven't updated in 4 months!Lots of thing have happened in the past 4 months.<div><br /></div><div>I am still in love with my gf of more than 2 years, I got a job next year as a doctor in melbourne, I got a bit sick of shooting pics and had a nice hiatus. I have gotten more messy in terms of house hold chores, I am still proud of using my 5 year old laptop and not giving in to temptation to buy a new one. I watched sound of music, My fair lady for the first time.</div><div><br /></div><div>My career path has changed or gotten a bit more hazy. Cardiothoracic surgery has fallen out of my list. And Radiology has gone into the list. And i still love radiology even after so many months from my radiology rotation. </div><div><br /></div><div>Now I am on cardiology and it pains me to see a specialty i always like lacks diversity in patients. Maybe i cant take over specialisation. I may end up a generalist.</div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-89122734622628468702010-03-07T15:11:00.002+11:002010-03-07T15:18:00.502+11:005th yearI realise there is so much i do not know. the more i inquire the more i realise that just scratching the surface of this insurmountable pyramid is a slow but sure way to tackling this whole entity of knowledge.<div><br /></div><div>Expectations of the 3rd years have increased after meeting many that are really just bright and burning to learn. But i fear that my expectation become too high, and i communicate too much information, or that i demand too much.</div><div><br /></div><div>A doctor, english for the latin <i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFF00;">doctoris </span></b></i>which means teacher. And a good teacher has higher expectations of what the students can delvier, but not too high such that the students give up and not spur forwards. Motivation is key, but how do you keep people striving, hungry for more? is it to just keep having passion to deliver experience and knowledge? or is there someway else to keep the light burning, the attention undiverted, in this vast distractable world.</div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-38087471743206646992010-03-07T15:03:00.003+11:002010-03-07T15:11:48.055+11:00how education impedes creativitywatched a TED talk about just this topic and got me thinking to write it up.<div><br /></div><div>Our current formal education with whichever part of the world has been developed by people at the epitome of acadamia. This has resulted in us modelling the peak of education is that you end up as some professor in the Uni. Little did we realise that the end point is not the same for everyone. What happened to the rest of the professions, be it skilled labourers and also people in the Arts.</div><div><br /></div><div>Arts have been relegated to a lowly rank in our education since the start of industrialisation to give way to mathematics and science. This has led us to prosper, but also lead to the loss of creativity. We end up wanting to be ahead of others, end up fear failure. Fearing failure is the biggest flaw in the current education. With the fear of failure, there is no room for experimentation, for imagination, for we dare not take the step that is not certain, not definite.</div><div><br /></div><div>Creativity stems from this willingness to take risks, and to accept failure as a possible outcome and learning through it. Innovation is but a win after the many losses.</div><div><br /></div><div>So accept the fear of failure, but strive to take risks for innovation, for we cant stay stagnant anymore.</div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-32220418028974184002009-12-27T00:48:00.000+11:002009-12-27T01:24:48.879+11:00How i worry about Singapore's futureToday i met my 小姑 my dad's youngest sister, she was nice to come visit my place as dad's youngest cousin from Malacca is staying at my place for my cousin's wedding tmr.<br /><br />She is a teacher in Singapore for the past 4 decades and what i heard instilled fear in me with regards to the prospects of Singapore's future. the problems can be summarised as follows, and can be considered general sweeping statements:<br /><ol><li>children these days are too pampered by their parents: they are no longer 'hungry' for success as parents provide them with cars, money, houses easily. This lack of 'hunger' has led to students not having the right attitude towards teachers</li><li>teachers of the newer generation no longer maintain the line between students and teachers. a likely cause for the teacher love fiascos, molests. Teachers start having physical contact with students even in conversations.</li></ol>What this means for the future of Singapore:<br /><ol><li>the pampering and the lack of boundaries leads to lack of motivation. Students used to fear punishment by teachers, and the fear motivated them to study. I am not denying other forms of motivation. But it's so much harder to motivate students other ways.</li><li>Foreign students that come in are going to or rather already have superseded the locals. It's always the 'hungry' that will fight harder, and with other variables kept the same, the one that fights harder usually gets the prize. </li></ol>i do not have a solution. But the way things are, if left to carry on. Will lead to the downfall of Singapore. The generation pampered, raised by maids.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-72837790183589499132009-12-24T00:46:00.003+11:002009-12-24T00:49:07.535+11:00My dad's studetns who came to visit<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ds8LOXipz4/SzIfwPZaflI/AAAAAAAAABw/suijOS_0FzM/s1600-h/DSC_5514.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ds8LOXipz4/SzIfwPZaflI/AAAAAAAAABw/suijOS_0FzM/s200/DSC_5514.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418428215307435602" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ds8LOXipz4/SzIfv8E_p5I/AAAAAAAAABo/kQqMuVH6YCs/s1600-h/DSC_5512.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ds8LOXipz4/SzIfv8E_p5I/AAAAAAAAABo/kQqMuVH6YCs/s200/DSC_5512.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418428210121516946" border="0" /></a><br />Here are pics of dad's students who came to visit my house.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-69006848674619859432009-12-13T20:56:00.002+11:002009-12-13T21:19:31.876+11:00Back in Singapore, the year is doneThis year ended not so nicely. not as i expected. i borderlined my GP and Psych OSCE exam. So i had to sit for supps (supplementary paper). That in turn caused me to cut short my Sydney trip with the darling short and fly back 1 day earlier to study. Thank goodness and God that i have such a caring gf to support me as i studied.<br /><br />Well out of the 4 stations, 3 went well. 1 was dementia ddx. and it was hard to assess the simulated patient as she kept trying to divert ur attention away.<br /><br />anyways. back in Singapore now. playing with film =) started using mum's old 35mm film slr. it was the first Nikon to do TTL metering the FG 20 =) lol. may play with mum's old medium format twin reflex camera. it's a Yashica D. the lenses are a bit tarnished though will try cleaning it up first. Just learnt that it uses 120 film. and prob only can get it in peninsula plaza.<br /><br />meanwhile go check out my latest Sydney shots =)kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-45800848239594744292009-10-26T17:28:00.002+11:002009-10-26T17:32:09.349+11:00exams are looming.exams are in like 17days. and i am just starting to study properly. was studying, but somehow doesnt stick in the head.<br /><br />I noticed that i havent spent much time reading news recently, and it was reflected when i had a convo with some new people i met. Feels abit sad to be in the dunno rather than in the know.<br /><br />I had fun so far this year. all the intensive knowledge acquiring and all the interesting people i met along the way.<br /><br />I'm probably flying back Singapore 10 Dec, because i have to spend sometime on the photography club and some time with the GF =) before we head back to humidity.<br /><br />good luck to studying guys. and remember to take breaks and eat chocolate.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-89402933882570323632009-09-28T15:52:00.004+10:002009-09-28T16:15:30.387+10:00That's LifeIT's been so long since i last updated. i apologise for the long long hiatus. HAd been preoccupied with little studying and a lot of photography.<br /><br />here are some photos that i previously promised<br /><br />Cheryl's Birthday<br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3942291445/" title="DSC_0859-Edit by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2546/3942291445_d6bc6f8f18.jpg" alt="DSC_0859-Edit" height="500" width="335" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3943158944/" title="DSC_0970-Edit by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2567/3943158944_d253fc98c0.jpg" alt="DSC_0970-Edit" height="500" width="334" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3943097152/" title="DSC_0891-Edit by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2658/3943097152_580c9ae0b9_m.jpg" alt="DSC_0891-Edit" height="240" width="161" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />The Naked truth (Melbourne Spring Fashion Week)<br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3942655699/" title="DSC_1207-Edit by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2579/3942655699_72ee8b37ac.jpg" alt="DSC_1207-Edit" height="334" width="500" /></a><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3943330446/" title="DSC_0616-Edit by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2630/3943330446_a41ca6bffd.jpg" alt="DSC_0616-Edit" height="500" width="332" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3943405216/" title="DSC_0771-Edit by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2478/3943405216_4d71ba43e2_m.jpg" alt="DSC_0771-Edit" height="240" width="159" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3942510741/" title="DSC_0569 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2654/3942510741_7943af3e57_m.jpg" alt="DSC_0569" height="240" width="159" /></a><br /><br />And on a side note, I got elected as The Monash Caulfield Photography Club President =)<br />Really happy about it, but a little stressed, as exams are starting 12 NOV! Thank goodness the club doesnt need that much attention now.<br /><br />here's the club <a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" href="http://www.monashphotographyclub.com">website</a><br />and our sister club at<a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);" href="http://%20www.mpcc.com"> clayton</a><br /><br />back to studying now =) GP rotation sure is good for studying =)kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-30395434849098687712009-09-08T23:43:00.003+10:002009-09-08T23:49:17.316+10:00And i realise something is wrongThink for the past few weeks i have got my priorities wrong. Been putting photography way ahead of my studies. Resulting in me doing only mediocre =( Did well for my psych assignment though.<br /><br />I wan tto do better than jsut mediocre! i promise to study harder for GP and VIA. at least 3-4 hours of work a day =)<br /><br />Photography, wat have i done with u? Shot so many things and events. Shot 3 Fashion parades/runways/events. Then shot Andrew's 24th birthday and Cheryl Seow's 21st birthday. The editing of the photos is the real killer. Finished with the fashion stuff ,but not the birthdays.<br /><br />Will upload all my photos soon. The Naked Truth event was really interesting and i got to shoot models in elaborate sets! Resulting in prob the best shots in my life man!<br /><br />Had an aunt that had a recent Stent for Carotid (artery in her neck) stenosis and also one put in her MCA (artery in her head). She's doing much better now, but on the 24th September, she's going to go for the same thing again but on her right side this time. Hope everythign goes well!<br /><br />Saturday i am organising a shoot. And i hope things go well. A druggie shoot. Weather looks good on Saturday so far.<br /><br />I got to bark up with my studies. For sure for sure, i will.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-67557808600716837182009-08-14T19:10:00.003+10:002009-08-14T19:12:04.227+10:00My life recently =)<div style="border: 0px none ; overflow: auto; margin-top: 25px; min-height: 50px; font-size: 11px; width: 456px; line-height: 16.8px; float: none;">Sorry that i havent been blogging lately. jsut not much has been happening to talk about.<br /><br />I am currently on community psychiatry. where psych recovery clinicans see patients arfter they are discharged from hospital. it's an intersting system that i think singapore can implement if it has not done so.<br /><br />been playing more badminton lately. and i hope i get some training from Melissa at the end of the year if i can afford the time. hope i can get better so i can at least make my gf run the court to chase my shots.<br /><br />photography has been so so. finally developed the shots from <a style="text-decoration: underline; color: rgb(35, 136, 189);" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/sets/72157622019413372/">Werribee mansion and park</a>. turned out really pretty go see =) i finally got a battery grip for my d80 and it looks quite pro with it and can supposedly last 5000 shots lol. may get a 16Gb card soon. MSY a computer store in my area selss stuff real cheap.<br /><br />lastly. i am organinsing a druggie shot with a few of my friends, hope it can work out. but it is currently clashing with my possible shoot for Stylemelbourne.com for Melbourne spring fashion week. OR can clash with a possible arrival of Becky's parents and her brother =( i went on a sleep study and found ou t that i can have 4 REM sleep cycles in 7 hours of uncomfortable leads on my face and ear phone in my ears. So that show i sleep pretty well. peace =) </div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-34898679116806502982009-07-26T22:48:00.003+10:002009-07-26T22:49:46.780+10:00The tide comes and goesi refer to the photography aspects of my life.<br /><br />lost the job at the nightclub to a mroe experienced phtoographer. and got an assignment from a online fashion site: stylemelbourne.<br /><br />so life goes on. i'm currently doing psych at Frankston hospital. really fun i think lol.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-370301420193414492009-07-05T21:47:00.002+10:002009-07-05T21:51:38.575+10:00And so a new chapter beginsi've got a new website =) it's http://www.kerfern.com for my photography. have a look and leave some comments =)<div><br /></div><div>tmr will be start of a new semester. starting with psych. and 2 full days of lecture from 0830 to 5 pm</div><div><br /></div><div>had a good holiday =) </div><div><ol><li>got a photography job where i shoot clubs every friday and get $100 for it.</li><li>shot a lot of shoots with victor =)</li><li>played DOTA and CS lol</li><li>learnt how to play majong properly</li><li>dinners with friends</li><li>had KTV with friends =)</li><li>missed my Becky who went back to sg</li></ol><div>at least i had a great time. now it's time to start work again.</div></div>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-28965192554294361672009-06-22T09:58:00.002+10:002009-06-22T10:03:42.599+10:00Sway, as in bad luck =(yesterday went back to the area where i did my model shoot on friday. Was shooting 2 friends when i left my equipment unattended. And i wasnt there for probably 15 mins. i was just about 10-20 metres away but it was a blind corner where i left my lenses.<br /><br />They were stolen by a guy, without us knowing. And i found out only later when i went back to my camera bag. The damage? 2 lenses, Sigma 70-200mm F/2.8 cost about $1000, and a nikon 50mm F/1.8 about $200. =(<br /><br />what more? My friend accidentally bumped my flash and it landed on the floor and is not working liao =( sending it to repair in <1 hour's time.<br /><br />hope my life gets as bad as this. and not any worse.<br /><br />meanwhile. i'm uploading photos to flickr from my model shoot. they are pretty decent. though as my darling says, they lack the x-factor, like thos in magazines. and i think it's the composition and directing of models which i have to brush up on.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-76098604741859545122009-06-07T14:11:00.002+10:002009-06-07T14:13:49.996+10:00what is it i want to do with my time?Shot on friday again.<br /><br />so now have to process photos. and have to STUDY for exams for friday!<br /><br />so i spend too much time onphotography. it's something i dare not admit. i probablyshould cut down. but i love it!<br /><br />can almost feelmy knowledge slipping away as i do up the photos. =(<br /><br />goodluck to studying and exams everyone =)<br /><br />love u all.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-27701081360608371852009-06-01T21:50:00.004+10:002009-06-01T21:56:14.643+10:00Was sick again.Had a terrible gastroenteritis. with fever, and was winging in bed, could not get out of bed to do stuff. and i am totally fine now =) Thanks for those who were concerned.<br /><br />Thanks to my Becky who took great care of me, cooked porridge for me, and checked on me ever so frequently, forced me to drink to rehydrate... =)<br /><br />got a job as a photographer for a club every friday. If you see that i seem to be attending clubbing events on facebook, it's because i am shooting it. not because i got de-jaded of clubbing. so i got some spare cash to pay for my 70-200mm sigma F/2.8 which is on its way. prob in the air now. again ordered through ebay. man i am excited! the unravelling of another aspect of photography that i have yet to untap.<br /><br />meanwhile I have a cousin who's getting married this December! she's currently based in Germany. I think it's cool to have another cousin married. I offered my services as a spare photographer. but i wonder if they'll take my offer. they feel bad as i am supposed to be a guest lol.<br /><br />And exam on 12 and 16 of June. need to hit the books now =) take care readers =)kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-12019880835598050102009-05-24T23:33:00.002+10:002009-05-24T23:37:11.706+10:00Headachehaving a headache now from a possible neck strain from sleeping too much.<br /><br />well it's part of recuperating from the virus that gone from my nose to now my right lung. but prob from also erratic sleep patterns in the past 2 days.<br /><ol><li>went to shoot on Friday. A clubbing event called Flaunt Fridays at BLVD club in Southbank. came home at like 3. slept at 5</li><li>woke at 5am Today (sunday) to go to Airport to fetch Melissa and Mavell =)</li></ol>so as u guessed it, the studying hasnt happened over the past few days. but well i am starting now.<br /><br />meanwhile. i think i love my darling more each day =)kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-77960282947147496402009-05-17T13:41:00.002+10:002009-05-17T13:46:50.141+10:00sick againseems like this year has got me sicker than most. i am down with the cold. one that has resulted in me missing a Surgical group simulation and training day program with MUSIG (monash uni surgical interest group), and missed a possible opportunity of finally earning some cash from photography, shooting a night club event, yes clubbing!<br /><br />well i am enroute to recovery but i think tmr i still shouldnt be seeing neonates, for fear i give them the cold and kill them.<br /><br />thank God that i have a caring and loving half to take care of me so well. we ended up going to Hoyt's for movieS. yes we watched 2, we got tickets for Star Trek but i got a bit spontaneous after the nice movie and decided to stay with Becky for the next show that we wanted to watch: Angels and Demons. Haaha and tt's with only one ticket ;pp<br /><br />meanwhile in studyville, it's 3 weeks to exams and i havent been reading because i have been to shagged from a busy Frankston hospital for paeds, o i have been sickly. so i gotta catch up. can't let the others surpass me so easily lol.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-91239321115052748002009-04-28T00:59:00.005+10:002009-04-28T01:15:47.541+10:00Jason Mraz Concert =)So the couple went to a/the Jason Mraz concert. It was Becky's first so i thought it would be nice for us to be near the stage. And the standing tickets got us to about 3rd row =)<br /><br />performance by Lisa Mitchell revealed an ataxic attractie girl with voice tics. She sang wierd, couldnt pronounce words well and had terrrible showmanship.<br /><br />Eric Hutchinson was lovely. he sings well and engages the audience. and well has cute blob of hair lol.<br /><br />Jason Mraz was great. too bad he performed for only 1.5 hours of the 4.5 hours we were there. Kary and Becky were disappointed as i was at the length. His performance was nice though =) even got Becky moving and dancing on the floor =)<br /><br />Let some pics do the walk and talking =)taken using Becky's omnia. my dSLR was not allowed inside =(<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3479526523/" title="SNC00171 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3631/3479526523_5419745fea_m.jpg" alt="SNC00171" height="240" width="180" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3480332288/" title="SNC00211 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3350/3480332288_1473116f3d.jpg" alt="SNC00211" height="375" width="500" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3480343844/" title="SNC00236 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3396/3480343844_8ecf6cc50c_m.jpg" alt="SNC00236" height="180" width="240" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3479528713/" title="SNC00280 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3577/3479528713_269cb66110_m.jpg" alt="SNC00280" height="180" width="240" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3480339928/" title="SNC00260 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3588/3480339928_7c13868fb0.jpg" alt="SNC00260" height="375" width="500" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3480338720/" title="SNC00279 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3299/3480338720_05baa20656_m.jpg" alt="SNC00279" height="180" width="240" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3479537953/" title="SNC00213 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3616/3479537953_ac167b3514_m.jpg" alt="SNC00213" height="180" width="240" /></a><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3479537313/" title="SNC00219 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3318/3479537313_c56c5454bb_m.jpg" alt="SNC00219" height="180" width="240" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3480337940/" title="SNC00288 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3359/3480337940_ff43834e0a_m.jpg" alt="SNC00288" height="180" width="240" /></a>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-46355113253053368772009-04-19T12:22:00.002+10:002009-04-19T12:25:01.623+10:00Scrambeled eggsI chanced upon a video which Gordon Ramsey demonstrates how to make the perfect scrambled eggs, without waking the missus ;p<br /><br />i tried it without the butter and the cream, with portobello mushrooms and normal big tomatoes sliced half, with bread that's really toasted on the verge of burnt.<br /><br />and the result was a very happy loving couple having happy breakfast. =)<br /><br />so go try it this weekend =)<br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dU_B3QNu_Ks&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dU_B3QNu_Ks&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-73791394561421421372009-04-14T17:11:00.002+10:002009-04-14T17:21:58.703+10:00So nothing much has been upEaster break came and went. At least we did something this time. Went to DFO (that's duty free shopping). I got a nice top for $17 from esprit. She got nice boots for $40, some nice tops from Esprit too.<br /><br />then after we went Mount Dandenong for a nice sunset and also a nice dinner at SkyHigh (the restaurant there)<br /><br />Been reading Paeds, and well there is atad too much but i will strive on =)<br /><br />So here's a few shots of my model shoot on friday at theBotanical Gardens. I had the pleasure of getting Diane (It's Deee Ah Nah) (a friend of a photographer) to be the model, didnt get to shoot the professional models that Victor got to come. too bad. But well the pictures are not bad =)<br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3438076967/" title="DSC_5192 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3368/3438076967_6a5c8af1e2_m.jpg" width="165" height="240" alt="DSC_5192" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3438012717/" title="DSC_5130 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3645/3438012717_140a8a6f7d_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_5130" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3438019431/" title="DSC_5137 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3381/3438019431_de9766a212_m.jpg" width="166" height="240" alt="DSC_5137" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3438866322/" title="DSC_5172 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3611/3438866322_87cc317bee_m.jpg" width="166" height="240" alt="DSC_5172" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3438878688/" title="DSC_5181 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3559/3438878688_596ab6221e_m.jpg" width="166" height="240" alt="DSC_5181" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3438101041/" title="DSC_5238 by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3328/3438101041_2aa3dea8d0_m.jpg" width="165" height="240" alt="DSC_5238" /></a>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-50808373064327263522009-04-05T17:32:00.004+10:002009-04-05T17:42:30.792+10:00Ah finally a post with picturesI have finally uplaoded my photos from a city shoot. I attended the shoot with the Monash photography club and i had a lot of fun. Especially seeing Victor whom i was introducing photography to about 2 years ago with his point and shoot, now matured to be a photographer probably better equiped than i am. he's got really good shots too, and i am glad we can learn from each other now =)<br /><br />i am heading of to paediatrics for 5 weeks at Monash Medical Centre and then 4 weeks at Frankston hospital. Looking forward to it, but getting a bit stressed about it. Havent really studied hard for O&G and still trying ot finish up some notes, while also trying to pre read paediatrics.<br /><br />Meanwhile mum's gone to Europe with my Aunt, haha wish i was there.<br /><br />okay here are my fav photos from Saturday's shoot: the first shot has all 3 traffic light colours! =)<br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413004567/" title="DSC_4829_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3558/3413004567_bb08ce3212_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4829_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413133043/" title="DSC_4865_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3163/3413133043_0c31b1e42c_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4865_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3412976201/" title="DSC_4817_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3330/3412976201_7cd45f939a_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4817_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413795838/" title="DSC_4822_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3554/3413795838_5cf710149a_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4822_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413823164/" title="DSC_4834_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3318/3413823164_7c196c13e7_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4834_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413033329/" title="DSC_4840_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3332/3413033329_ba18ec19a8_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4840_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413118983/" title="DSC_4851_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3397/3413118983_bbbc5317e0_m.jpg" width="240" height="161" alt="DSC_4851_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413931750/" title="DSC_4858_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3331/3413931750_1dfd4c0b59_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4858_DxO_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413933494/" title="DSC_4860_DxO_ds1_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3630/3413933494_448d50b7e0_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4860_DxO_ds1_raw" /></a><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/kerfern/3413940532/" title="DSC_4866_DxO_raw by kerfern, on Flickr"><img src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3341/3413940532_fba8d6978d_m.jpg" width="161" height="240" alt="DSC_4866_DxO_raw" /></a>kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21049582.post-54270250194684429292009-04-04T16:29:00.002+11:002009-04-04T16:39:37.633+11:00oh my i sure am slacking on updatingApologies for not updating weekly as i used to. life has been quite busy this year.<br /><br />so we end our first rotation in 4th yr. and it's the end of O&G for me. PAeds is coming fast next, and i am kinda worried, there's so much so much!<br /><br />went out for a city night shoot with the photography club last night and i'm currently doing up the photos now. so keep your eyes peeled for them.<br /><br />i realise the true power of waking up early and fast. like if i slept till past 11, and keep sticking to the bed instead of rising in an instant, my whole day will be infected by sleepiness. So i learn that it's not the number of hours that determine the rest of my day but how i wake! Coffee helps as well but well i shouldnt be substance dependant.<br /><br />and i realise how Surgery is calling for me, but i stilllike cardiology. i like procedural stuff that's only a few specialties: Surgery, Cardiology, Gastroenterology, O&G, interventional radiology.<br /><br />and well. i think gastro is abit tooo boring for me, and O&G is still on my list of possibilities. we'll see =)<br /><br />all i need is some research to boost my Curiculum Vitae.kerfhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11486315724314963912noreply@blogger.com0