Be gone SPC!

well spent the whole weekend doing Students Project Cases SPC. Now i am supposedly well versed in political and health promotion issues of breast cancer.

Well i should go about actually absorbing Becky's part of patho physio and treatment. probably more useful than my part. well will be going to rural placement at Bairnsdale. and well i am considering going to remote hospital as there are only 2 places. Also maybe i will join the ambulance service for a while.

Well, now off to lecture. Exam was not too good. I'll pass but i dunno how much i'll get. Wait and see.

and Amy says hi to the world of blogging!

Hope i do not come online or blog post till after exams

I got too many distraciton online. Well now to curb them by not gg online at all. unless of course to use: http://cancerweb.ncl.ac.uk/omd/

for people who actually need more than one desktop go: http://chsalmon.club.fr/index.php?en

How to make your Windows XP look like Vista/Longhorn. Well it doesnt have the Desktop windows manager which is still the coolest part. And also no desktop search which is in Vista. Well there is always Google, Microsoft and Yahoo Desktop indexing services. Go look:

http://www.jcxp.net/forums/index.php?s=df0820f167c81d817dabc44fd5cbebd8&showtopic=13415

well as you can see i spend too much time doing stuff that has nothing to do with studying.

Tata till Wed. Hope i dun get palpitations and die of a Myocardial infarction during the exam or maybe while studying.

Blardy Aussie Dollar climbed till 1.26 sianz... go look at the live updates at the bottom of my page

Free hugs

And have a look at my photos of them at city where i was with Karin. We joined in and got our fair share of hugs too. Too bad we were pressed for time, if not we would have stayed the whole night there.

Karin was here

My cousin came, stayed and conquered Melbourne city. Photos are up. Lovely shots of brighton beach. Hope to make a good panorama soon. Real glad she came. Had a fantastic time, got a new pair of shoes.

Study is terrible. i wonder if i can make it. 18 April our exams. projects to kill my brain while i am studying too.... walk along a road so silent and dark and u realise how much u want to sob when u are stressed.

Momentum

Ramble ramble. i just go on and on.... feel the momentum of my thoughts wa ha ha.

The word used to describe continuation of movement due to the presence of velocity, mass and therefore inertia. An object at rest will remain at rest and an object in motion will continue to move in a straight line of space. Space can be curved due to the effect of gravity as seen from Relativity.

So today. I went to eat lunch at the Menzies lawn in school, just because Nicole whom i was checking out that day during lunch, suddenly came over to sell Mutton Briyani vouchers for today. So I bought it from her.... Met JEM yes all 3 of them waiting for bus to Glen. Ate my lunch at the lemon scented lawns. However, the lemon scent was ot what it used to be last year, the grass has waned with the pressure exerted on them by the weighty humans that exert their dominance on worldly creatures with their feet.

Studied in Mattheson library for 3 hours and did more work than i did for the past week. i hope that the momentum will persist. Sounds impossible to some. . Well i'll leave it to you to believe or not. Returned to run with Jasmine. Though theoretically not with as i ran a different route, at a different speed. Decided to run round the field at Browns road. Had the urge to play soccer. Had so many chio bus to spur me on in my run. So much that i wheezed (yes i tried the long term beta agonist that the doc gave me... to no avail) and had a stich that lasted till the end of the run. 30 mins and i was tired.

Walked home after. decided to take a different route through Seascape then through Panorama. Amazingly i met Zhuo Ran, well she is in med too. Then i met Quenby. Apparently she stays on Panorama i tink or she had some business there. The car she was beside had a L plate though.

Then i met this Iranian guy. Just randomly started talking ot me while i walked home. Apparently he wanted to find a chort cut to get to Clayton so i showed him the short cut. Had a great chat with him. And found out that he is not actually coping well with life here but still faring well with his studies. he said he would get a HD for today's paper.

Cooked Curry chicken. Tasted not bad. Potatoes are starting to melt though. Burnt my wedding finger. Just a teeny weeny bit. But it stings a bit when i showered.

Ramble ramble. If any of you actually read from the first ramble to the last. I congratulate you on have such patience. Either you like to read about my life so much or you are concerned about me. Or maybe you just have more time than i think i have. Slumber now, for a better mind to work with later.... ta ta

Looking forward to Karin's (my cousin) arrival from Brisbane for Easter!

Motivation

To look oneself in the eye and feel that you are up for whatever is coming ahead. Having aconfidence when you do not even know what is coming. Id that real confidence, or rather a lie that you can handle anything. You havent been through everything have you?

Motivation, self motivation is more than jsut telling yourself you can do it. It is truly believing in yourself. But how do you overcome the inertia that is making you sleepy every time you hit the books. (mine are ebooks ;p)Well i havent found an answer to that. Probably i need to remind myself why i am so tired. I dunno. Maybe i need to remind myself why am i doing medicine and what i set out to do in the first place. I am not here just to be a simple student that just passes. well it's a dream, but we dun get anywhere without dreams do we. Strive? to endure with will power. Maybe motivation is more powerful.

Beats me... i dunno what am i writing...

Busy busy busy not studying.. booo

Well had Singapore Association of Monash > SAM BBQ on Fri, Whole day Winery trip with the Monash Photography Club on Saturday. Both events were spectacular. Photos are already uploaded for these 2 events as well as Ling's Bdae with both my and her photos.

The BBQ: the turn out was like about 50, and they planned only for 30, so food was a problem. Well it was those people who did not RSVP and just came. Shame on them. Though i think i was one of them too ;P. Vivek, quickly remedied the problem with his right hand drive, pizzas and more sausages! There was also movie screening of Little man. Well i'm not exactly a fan of that kind of humour. Had lot's of fun shooting though, still think XY has a better personality for photographing. There was a class for Swing by Monash Dance Sport just beside our event. There are a few photos of that too. Angsty Jeff tell us about his farewell speech planning on his departure when they are going to hand over, interesting, but well not surprising. There are always people around who work and other who just look like they work. Some are sadder, they try to look like they work, but they not at all. lol

The winery trip: went to Yarra Valley for 3 different wineries. The planning of the trip was great, especially the logistics the amount of food catered for the trip was fantastic for 57 people, morning tea and also lunch. Though it was like sandwiches and breads and bakery stuff, we were still mighty satisfied. The view was splendid, says the photos. The wine was lovely, and i puchased one for me and another one for Melanie's dad, i remember her dad likes wine, when we went Vic market before we went back to Singapore. I bought Cabernet Sauvignon blend with Merlot vintage: 2003 and it was only $10!

Now back to studying. or rather back to starting to study...

Happy 21st! Miss Wong Ling Ling

Happy birthday to the girl. And lucky her got her best friends that came over to almost surprise her. That Pek Wan Sze forgot she got my umber, if not i could have helped to arrange for her surprising entry to the party.

I made my first ever Choc cake. and my first ever cake for 30 people. and in the end, it still wasnt enough. So as we can see the turn out for the party was huge. Venue was the JEM house. Those who do not know, it's Jeffery, Ethan and Ming Jian. The bbq was fantastic, though it poured after most of the food was done. Made great tasting prawns with Jim BEan. Didnt now it was Ethan who got it for himself. Sorry. But well the prawns were good.

The cake according to many was good. They said, the nuts inside were interesting. But here's the secret: there were no nuts! I forgot to get some castor sugar and ended up waiting for Xin Yi to buy. While waiting for the sugar, i mixed the egg and flour together, and the wait was too long causing the mixture to harden, so by the time i got to mix it with the choc, there were bits that could not blend in well... and that is the story of the pseudonuts. Well it was still good tasting for my first try. go look at the photos. They will be up soon.

Partially burnt my Shepard's pie today as i have no good oven. The oven has both top and bottom heating element, but only the bottom is working. Like cooking a ccake on stove like that. So to brown the top of my Shepard's pie, i transfer to the grill compartment of the oven and well i set the heat too high, there is no temp marking for the grill... booo... And well smelt it burning after i exited my shower. Thank goodness it's only the ripples of my Shepard's pie that is burnt.

Tommorrow is my first driving lesson, hope i learn fast, and pass early, so that i can get drining over and done with, at last i will have a new skill to flaunt to myself, and i got a mirror to look at all the time (as if i am so vain). That is if i get a car, which is very very unlikely

Unititled

no it's not a spelling error. it's Uni titled.

Studying better now. but well still long way to go for much stuff. still playing catch up as usual. Cooked Char Siew 叉烧 today using pork belly. And i realise that maybe i should use some other meet next time. I can almost imagine the fatty streaks forming in my vessels...

Becky got her car, Ethan's parents came and got us Krispy Kremes! Thanx Ethan and Ethan's Dad and Ethan's Mum! JEM got a 31" LCD screen, they getting foxtel. I can only react reactionlessly... Real sad that Mr Lee Wei Chern decided to go back to Malaysia to read his medicine. Well what to do, he has his reasons and i respect that.

Got a new Nokia 6288, with a 2 year plan in Australia's "3". it's a mobile service provider for those who do not know.. at $3 i get to have unlimited MMS to "3" users quite interesting.

Realise that actually i have many people around me who are really hardworking, and that i should attempt to follow their foot steps and not slack around. Still inspirational is Candy Goh: 3 times on Dean's Honour Roll. That's equivalent to Dean's list. Though it was for business, it's still incredible. Well she's my mum's friend's daughter. Not say real close to her, but still inspirational.

Flustered

Think i am not studying well. Not good. So i have to sacrifice a sumptuous dinner in city with SSAV. Sad that John had to go back to Malaysia in the end. But well as long as he is happy that way. There is seldom a win-win situation.

Realise that i have really really great inertia to go against to start studying. And no, i have not got the momentum yet. I am a little worried. Registered for driving lessons from RACV, hope they get back to me soon. Haha to think that i was wondering if there was enough time for other stuff like archery. Well this comes to show that i can't manage my time properly...

Meanwhile, photos i took in Malacca are out. It's the biggest set i have uploaded so far. Hope you guys like it. Photos of my room and refugees that have frequented are also there!

Now back to Anatomy. Hope i can mug hard to get the postgrad thingy our Gerry promised us.

The Feeling

The feeling that i have lesser confidence in myself somehow unlike last year.
The feeling that trouble is brewing among us somewhere i can't see too clear.
The feeling that i can make it somehow.
The feeling that love can come and go so fast you never saw how.

Think I resolve to do better this year. I realise so many people have high expectations of me since i went back. Well i will do my best that's all i can say.

The cycle of birthdays begin again.

The feeling of fear so great that my heart shivers, and yet my face still carries a perpetual smile, and the hand is yet so stable.

Got a new quilt and quilt cover set. Cost me a bit, but Kmart had 30% off! My wardrobe has much left to be desired and my quilt doesnt really maches my bed sheets that i have. booo hoo how smart can i be..

I love my house except for the shower that has almost zilch pressure. I will survive. I am praying that XY, Kel and Becky get electricity soon. They are really suffering...

Back in Melbourne

The long hiatus on this blog is finally broken. But i am back in Melbourne. The room of my new home is still in the process of reinventing itself. I need to unpack and pack. Too many cooking stuff i kept and have. :)

Meanwhile, i still haven't uploaded:
Amy's trip to Singapore pics together with CNY at chinatown
My trip to penang.

Realised that i am so unprepared for skool and life back in Aussie. I'm starting to miss home a bit more than last year.